I know it’s hard to admit, but it seems like we’re just not as close as we used to be. We don’t seem to want to do the same things anymore. I miss when you were forward thinking and green. Now I think those good memories of us were just fiction. I know you don’t feel the same way, but you need to be able to admit it. So I’ll say it for both of us. I think it’s time to call it quits.
I wanted to believe you were different from the others. At the beginning, everything about our relationship was wonderful. You courted me with talk about how you were developing alternative energy strategies and how you would support deep-sea science. You convinced me that the risk of offshore drilling was minimal, a temporary fix until you could develop better ways. You convinced me that you had procedures in place to protect human life and prevent oil spills. I loved you because you were different and I thought we could bring a new future.
But I guess the honeymoon is over. I found out those were all lies. You led me to believe you were something you were not. You green washed and I bought it. You lied to me and to everyone else. You took short cuts and now we all face the aftermath. And now you seem to be spiraling in self-destruction mode. You continue to lie and even actively preventing others from finding the truth. You have alienated all my friends and called them liars. You are in trouble with the law. You created a mess and responded poorly to it. You are like all the others. I won’t stay in a relationship with someone I can’t trust.
I think things are so deteriorated we can’t even talk about it. I wish we could but we can’t. We are too far apart now. Things have slipped away. I hate you for making me fall in love with you.
Good bye for ever,